relationships....

sometimes i ask myself whats so great about relationships? i mean how do you know for sure that it will be all worth it? well now that i really think about it, theres a huge difference between how girls view relationships && how boys view them. im not one to stereotype people, so im going off of personal experience. sometimes i feel like i know exactly what i want, that i know exactly what im looking for, almost so sure its to a point that i shouldnt have to waste time on people that are never going to grow up. but with every strength i have, theres a weakness. like for instance, when i do fall for someone, i fall hard. && i start to push myself away, even when things go right but when they go wrong, they go horribly wrong && each time just gets harder && harder to bounce back. to me relationships are disappointing, && your rarely ever on the same page, much less chapter as he is (lol) but my story always has the same ending. i tried && i failed. so i sit here && wonder, what makes relationships work? i can only think of one word. FAITH , that it will be worth it && yall's love will surpass everything. faith that it be worth all the pain it took to fight for it. faith that you didnt give your heart to someone just for them to break it. faith that it will work. you know that saying "you live && you learn?" well i think its crazy how much that fits every situation in my life. so before i completely hate him for ruining my trust && faith, i thank him too. now i know the difference between me && him. && yea the crash hurt like hell, but it was worth the ride. im not perfect && its not always his fault. maybe i could have expected a little less of him, but i have faith that the one i truly love will not ever make me settle for less. && to tell you the truth if i never fall in love ever again, atleast ive loved && been loved. ive hurt && been hurt. nothings certain. being a girl i expect alot, && sometimes it hurts them just as much. love is so unexplainable, && complicated. i wonder how anyone can ever recover from it. && i guess thats the difference between boys && girls. well til thought meets blog again, be safe && god bless.

-sint*

advice of the day:

"with every happiness comes a disappointment, instead of being devasted over an failing relationship, remember how much heart you gave away for it in the beginning. yea its a little broken, but the chance that it will be fixed, can be worth all the pain.-sint"